Tuesday, November 25, 2008 @ 12:52 AM: For you
懂你 (满文军) 你静静的离去
一步一步孤独的背影
多想伴着你,告诉你我其实多么的爱你
花静静的绽放
在我忽然想你的夜里
多想告诉你,其实你一直都是我的奇迹
一年一年,风霜遮盖了笑脸
你寂寞的心有谁还能够体会
是不是春花秋月无情
春去秋来,你的爱已无声
把爱全给了我,把世界给了我
从此不知你心中苦与乐
多想靠近你
告诉你我其实一直都懂你
把爱全给了我,把世界给了我
从此不知你心中苦与乐
多想靠近你
依偎在你温暖寂寞的怀里
thank you for bringing me memories...
Sunday, November 09, 2008 @ 5:19 PM: Pensive mood
It has been a roller coaster week, with something turning out for everyday...
I guess it had really hit me hard from the start, but slowly I'm realising that I didn't lose out on anything and gained a lot more from here, and in retrospective, it could have been the best timing it was set out on. Similarly, in another case which had been bothering me and a friend quite a lot, I realised the importance of drawing lines between boundaries, which I would hate to do so but necessary.
Had some really good talks with several peeps in cambridge, like my 'mum' kim, shaoming, cai na, shengrong, etc... and okie.... To quote from Cai Na, "one of my friends asked me why the Singaporeans always sit together in cells lecture"... on first glance, I guess it gets very cliquish and unnecessary, after all we have applied to come here and in everyone's mind they would wish to experience the local culture and friends here... but sometimes I guess it gets the kind of warmth I do not feel most other times of the day cos most singaporeans will be in different places doing practs, supervisions, CCAs... and lecture times are good times where the Singaporeans can update about what happen in the typical "Singlish"... yups and glad to know more pple over here too!
And I am glad that dad has enjoyed his birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
thank you for bringing me memories...