Friday, April 22, 2011 @ 10:46 AM:
for unknown reasons I just can't sleep.
I'm not sure sometimes. Like whether some of my friends know me well enough.
Some would see me as the ultimate mugger.
Some probably would know that I am very thoughtful and would look into issues of theirs with a sensitive eye.
Some would perhaps think that I am the happy man who will always crack lame jokes in a crowd and be the total extrovert who won't shy from anything u wanna me to do.
Perhaps some may stay long enough with me to realise I am a very idealistic person with a core set of values that define me.
And sometimes my way of putting things right and being a bit confrontational and judgemental (I shall say it is a characteristic of Libran) may lead to unnecessary arguments and misunderstanding.
But somehow I feel my life has lacked something for quite a long time. The sense of accomplishment at the end of the musical, the sense of gratitude and happiness that my protein crystal was being analysed at the Diamond, the sense of helping the freshers out and integrating them to the community here or the very sense of leading the people in the environmental group to do simple things like collecting pledges, or organise big events, or the really sense of happiness when I know I have made the difference in someone's life.
Meanwhile I shall be less emotional and try to get myself to sleep.
Good night.
thank you for bringing me memories...
